Distressed
Monday, December 19th, 2005The cathedral arches high—
dominating grandly,
ornate in stony magnificence,
tremendous.
People mill about—
chattering happying,
[...]
The cathedral arches high—
dominating grandly,
ornate in stony magnificence,
tremendous.
People mill about—
chattering happying,
[...]
I used to be
content to lurk
below the surface—
hiding in my own shadow,
but then CJ went away
and I was lost and lonely
so I left my shelter
and came up to the surface
to see what there was to see
and I saw me
talking to myself
and my car
and posting on the fringe.
There’s a cat-shaped hole in my life
Not as raw, but definitely there
It swells out when I come home and open the door
It hurts me when I walk into the study
He used to raise his head and give a plaintive mew
Asking for love
A cat-shaped hole, but something else, too
I’ve learned something-
Learned that stories have endings
Learned about [...]